Found a new therapist. Met with her last night and we talked for an hour and a half. It was wonderful because she didn’t fall asleep, but I can tell she struggles with hearing. It’s okay, she kept up with me. We talked about my family and how beyond dysfunctional they are and the pain… Continue reading Why hanging on is comfortable
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Wanting to feel worthy
When does this feeling change? How does one start to feel worthy? Worthy of their lives, worthy of their family, friends, and worthy of finding love? I’ve seen too many times where I beat myself up in so many ways. The goal has been to stop beating myself up over and over again for things… Continue reading Wanting to feel worthy
Original Heartbreak
Understanding how it began This year will be a year of reflection and real heart realizations that must happen. I often wonder where, how, and why my heartbreak began. It took some time, but it truly goes back to my parents. Please understand I am not blaming them for a crappy childhood, but I put… Continue reading Original Heartbreak
Lifelong issues, damage, and heartbreak
We hide what we don’t want seen....even to ourselves. I started to dig deeper and deeper into my emotional trauma from the beginning. It really got me thinking about how my emotional relationships have been going from the start to where they are now. Honestly it showed me the “love” or the idea of what… Continue reading Lifelong issues, damage, and heartbreak
Real Issues
When you look inside Tonight was a deep serious conversation with one of my sisters, my step-sister that I am closer to than the rest. Anyway we had a long talk about emotional trauma and emotional issues that we dealt with as little girls that we didn’t even realize until we reached adulthood. Sad I… Continue reading Real Issues
Thoughts and Views from Kansas 🌻 