We hide what we don’t want seen....even to ourselves. I started to dig deeper and deeper into my emotional trauma from the beginning. It really got me thinking about how my emotional relationships have been going from the start to where they are now. Honestly it showed me the “love” or the idea of what… Continue reading Lifelong issues, damage, and heartbreak
Tag: Relationships
Real Issues
When you look inside Tonight was a deep serious conversation with one of my sisters, my step-sister that I am closer to than the rest. Anyway we had a long talk about emotional trauma and emotional issues that we dealt with as little girls that we didn’t even realize until we reached adulthood. Sad I… Continue reading Real Issues
Understanding your worth
When you are worth something...You hope Ever wonder why when you find the right guy who fits you, your personality, and calms you down mentally, emotionally, physically, and even spiritually. What is it about them that will not commit to you? I know I can find a f*k “boy” whenever I need one, then again… Continue reading Understanding your worth
When You are Out…
Your not in and never will be Ever wonder how often one has to be shown that you are not apart of someone’s world? It shouldn’t take too much, but unfortunately sometimes it takes a moment to just look at things and realize that you are seriously not a 1% thought or idea in their… Continue reading When You are Out…
Relationship Qualities Listed
Simple or Complicated? I had a reading last night from an Oracle, she has a way of explaining the way Spirit is trying to get me to understand what is going on in my life, where I struggle and what I need to do and how I need to see it as a lesson in… Continue reading Relationship Qualities Listed
Don’t be dismissive
Walk away now or Stay...your choice I’m entering into a brand new chapter in my life. The old ones will be officially closed by 11:00 pm tonight. I’ll be saying goodbye to my hospitality life and I couldn’t be happier. I’m entering into the field of Education, I’ll be working with kids and I’m super… Continue reading Don’t be dismissive
Inevitable Coward
Your Exit Route Ever notice how some people are just cowards? Like they just don’t care what they are doing to someone has some major effects on them. I could never intentionally hurt someone for my own sake, but I will if it means to protect someone I love. People always take the quiet exit… Continue reading Inevitable Coward
Wishes and Wants….
Conversation You know that Disney saying, “When you wish upon a Star.” Well honestly I’ve always loved looking up at the night sky and finding the brightest star out there and making a wish. As I’ve gotten older the idea of wishing on stars seems old. Now with age comes some form of “wisdom” you’d… Continue reading Wishes and Wants….
Love on the Back Burner….again
Why do we put the ideas or desires of “love” on the back burner of life? Does it make you happy when you do that? Does it bring you a sense of peace as well? I ask these questions because I’ve decided, all on my own to put the ideas of “Love” on the back… Continue reading Love on the Back Burner….again
List and Back burner
How do you deal? I found my old list. My list of qualities that I am looking for in a man. As I went through my list it never said anything about where I’d be the one placed on the back burner, but I’d definitely never let him feel as if he’s not valued or… Continue reading List and Back burner
Thoughts and Views from Kansas 🌻 