Just be there Sitting here in the airport waiting to board to go home I have little daydreaming moments that someone I want will be at the airport to pick me up and he will be happy to see me, but then again reality sets in. Not a priority behind is everyday life, even though… Continue reading Why….why?
Me demanding? Uh…. I had a conversation with my cousin last night and she has informed me that I am too demanding. I expect too much from a guy because deep down inside myself I demand too much from myself as a woman, especially an educated woman. I am wondering why that is? She said… Continue reading Being too Much is Bad
We hide what we don’t want seen....even to ourselves. I started to dig deeper and deeper into my emotional trauma from the beginning. It really got me thinking about how my emotional relationships have been going from the start to where they are now. Honestly it showed me the “love” or the idea of what… Continue reading Lifelong issues, damage, and heartbreak
I am learning to smile more....gotta work on that Since I’ve not heard from the last guy in about 3 weeks, it falls under the category of “He’s just not that into you...Anymore” kind of mindset. It’s something I’m all to familiar with. Now that I’m feeling and finding myself personally it’s definitely apparent that… Continue reading Being Single, Acceptance, and Distance
Blue and Simple So I started taking inventory of my life, my wants and needs. You guys know because of my last blog. Last night I had this moment where my cousin was complaining about having to rely on her husband for things. It got frustrated with her. I told her politely, “Look be thankful… Continue reading That Married Woman….New Concept
Letting Go....Deserve and Want LOVE Ever think that when something ends you’re supposed to have some pain and heartache, right? Now if you don’t have those feelings it could mean a few things. One you were just not connecting with that individual at all, and two it was one of those relationships that worked itself… Continue reading Letting Go, No Anger, Pain, but Kindness. Desire for REAL LOVE…
So small, but holds so much meaning. When someone tells you, “Faith like a Mustard Seed.” What does that mean to you? Have you ever heard of that? I have a found myself questioning that Mustard Seed. I have my moments when I truly believe in that level of Faith in God, but I am… Continue reading Mustard Seed…..Then what?