Just be there Sitting here in the airport waiting to board to go home I have little daydreaming moments that someone I want will be at the airport to pick me up and he will be happy to see me, but then again reality sets in. Not a priority behind is everyday life, even though… Continue reading Why….why?
My dream life I have been thinking instead of being so hurt and angry with love, and not having love in my life. Maybe it’s time to move past all of that and to look past Loves issues. Apparently it really isn’t me, it’s Loves issues and he fails to even accept or acknowledge anything… Continue reading Looking Past Loves Faults
Me demanding? Uh…. I had a conversation with my cousin last night and she has informed me that I am too demanding. I expect too much from a guy because deep down inside myself I demand too much from myself as a woman, especially an educated woman. I am wondering why that is? She said… Continue reading Being too Much is Bad
Pick the right person When life becomes a struggle don’t you wish you had someone to share it with? I know I do. When I feel like I can’t write one more paper, take one more test, do one last presentation I need that person to tell me to, “Get up and get it done.… Continue reading Struggling in Love..Share your Pain with Me.
Just love it’s simple & complicated How do people make falling in love look so easy? Ever wonder about that? I know I do. We are not perfect people, but man when your single it SUCKS especially for women. Men not so much. When two people meet things just mesh well, right? Isn’t that how… Continue reading Why…
Look my way I often wonder what it is about a woman a man will stop in his tracks to see her, get to know her, and wants to be with her. I know men don’t look my way. If they do I am surprised, and amazed that they know I am alive. When my… Continue reading Wanting to be noticed
It’s supposed to be this natural I’ve been thinking about how evolution of a relationship is supposed to be. I am pretty sure I still have it wrong, but indulge me. Boy and Girl meet, one or both find each other attractive and interesting. They talk, go out, get to know each other. Time moves… Continue reading What it’s All About
I’m seeing my future I found this picture and thought that one day I’ll get the opportunity to enjoy life the way I want. Do I wish I was doing it now? Yes, but you know I never apologize to anyone for the actions or decisions that brought me to this point in my life.… Continue reading Finally Glowing Up….
We hide what we don’t want seen....even to ourselves. I started to dig deeper and deeper into my emotional trauma from the beginning. It really got me thinking about how my emotional relationships have been going from the start to where they are now. Honestly it showed me the “love” or the idea of what… Continue reading Lifelong issues, damage, and heartbreak
When you look inside Tonight was a deep serious conversation with one of my sisters, my step-sister that I am closer to than the rest. Anyway we had a long talk about emotional trauma and emotional issues that we dealt with as little girls that we didn’t even realize until we reached adulthood. Sad I… Continue reading Real Issues