Constantly judged Life has so many ups and downs. It has its moments of happiness, joy, laughter and love. It also comes with pain, anger, frustration, and fear. Basically life is a coin toss. I struggled to get any sleep last night even after working a hard day at my part time job. I think… Continue reading Can’t sleep….I know why
Found a new therapist. Met with her last night and we talked for an hour and a half. It was wonderful because she didn’t fall asleep, but I can tell she struggles with hearing. It’s okay, she kept up with me. We talked about my family and how beyond dysfunctional they are and the pain… Continue reading Why hanging on is comfortable
Ladies we aren't the only ones who have them. We forget they feel too. As a woman we often forget that we are not the only people on this planet that have feelings. Men have them. We lose focus of that daily when we are trying to manage our lives, our image, and more. Why… Continue reading Forgetting Men’s Emotions
When does this feeling change? How does one start to feel worthy? Worthy of their lives, worthy of their family, friends, and worthy of finding love? I’ve seen too many times where I beat myself up in so many ways. The goal has been to stop beating myself up over and over again for things… Continue reading Wanting to feel worthy
Accepting life’s destiny Now that we have said “Goodbye” to 2021, we now wrap our minds around this New Year of 2022 and all the possibilities that it can bring. Unfortunately, for many of us we have learned these past few years that we need to walk into this year with caution and a sense… Continue reading 2021 Gone…Now 2022
Just be there Sitting here in the airport waiting to board to go home I have little daydreaming moments that someone I want will be at the airport to pick me up and he will be happy to see me, but then again reality sets in. Not a priority behind is everyday life, even though… Continue reading Why….why?
My dream life I have been thinking instead of being so hurt and angry with love, and not having love in my life. Maybe it’s time to move past all of that and to look past Loves issues. Apparently it really isn’t me, it’s Loves issues and he fails to even accept or acknowledge anything… Continue reading Looking Past Loves Faults
Just love it’s simple & complicated How do people make falling in love look so easy? Ever wonder about that? I know I do. We are not perfect people, but man when your single it SUCKS especially for women. Men not so much. When two people meet things just mesh well, right? Isn’t that how… Continue reading Why…
I’m seeing my future I found this picture and thought that one day I’ll get the opportunity to enjoy life the way I want. Do I wish I was doing it now? Yes, but you know I never apologize to anyone for the actions or decisions that brought me to this point in my life.… Continue reading Finally Glowing Up….
When you look inside Tonight was a deep serious conversation with one of my sisters, my step-sister that I am closer to than the rest. Anyway we had a long talk about emotional trauma and emotional issues that we dealt with as little girls that we didn’t even realize until we reached adulthood. Sad I… Continue reading Real Issues