Found a new therapist. Met with her last night and we talked for an hour and a half. It was wonderful because she didn’t fall asleep, but I can tell she struggles with hearing. It’s okay, she kept up with me. We talked about my family and how beyond dysfunctional they are and the pain… Continue reading Why hanging on is comfortable
I don’t ever want to fall in Love
Photo by Ivan Samkov on Pexels.com Sitting in my therapy session on Tuesday night it was evident that I have no desire to ever be in a relationship ever again. I said it because it is how I feel. My life is so crazy that trying to date, or attempt dating in my current situation… Continue reading I don’t ever want to fall in Love
Understanding how it began This year will be a year of reflection and real heart realizations that must happen. I often wonder where, how, and why my heartbreak began. It took some time, but it truly goes back to my parents. Please understand I am not blaming them for a crappy childhood, but I put… Continue reading Original Heartbreak
2021 Gone…Now 2022
Accepting life’s destiny Now that we have said “Goodbye” to 2021, we now wrap our minds around this New Year of 2022 and all the possibilities that it can bring. Unfortunately, for many of us we have learned these past few years that we need to walk into this year with caution and a sense… Continue reading 2021 Gone…Now 2022
Struggling in Love..Share your Pain with Me.
Pick the right person When life becomes a struggle don’t you wish you had someone to share it with? I know I do. When I feel like I can’t write one more paper, take one more test, do one last presentation I need that person to tell me to, “Get up and get it done.… Continue reading Struggling in Love..Share your Pain with Me.
When You are Out…
Your not in and never will be Ever wonder how often one has to be shown that you are not apart of someone’s world? It shouldn’t take too much, but unfortunately sometimes it takes a moment to just look at things and realize that you are seriously not a 1% thought or idea in their… Continue reading When You are Out…
Felt like the Final KISS….Goodbye
Should the Last One be so sweet and yet so painful? I always ask myself, “Is this one the last one?”, “Is this it?” Because in my mind it’s only a matter of time before He walks away permanently. They always do, right? Maybe it is really me! I found this picture on Pinterest (Thank… Continue reading Felt like the Final KISS….Goodbye