Found a new therapist. Met with her last night and we talked for an hour and a half. It was wonderful because she didn’t fall asleep, but I can tell she struggles with hearing. It’s okay, she kept up with me. We talked about my family and how beyond dysfunctional they are and the pain… Continue reading Why hanging on is comfortable
Tag: Faith
Wanting to feel worthy
When does this feeling change? How does one start to feel worthy? Worthy of their lives, worthy of their family, friends, and worthy of finding love? I’ve seen too many times where I beat myself up in so many ways. The goal has been to stop beating myself up over and over again for things… Continue reading Wanting to feel worthy
2021 Gone…Now 2022
Accepting life’s destiny Now that we have said “Goodbye” to 2021, we now wrap our minds around this New Year of 2022 and all the possibilities that it can bring. Unfortunately, for many of us we have learned these past few years that we need to walk into this year with caution and a sense… Continue reading 2021 Gone…Now 2022
Relationship Qualities Listed
Simple or Complicated? I had a reading last night from an Oracle, she has a way of explaining the way Spirit is trying to get me to understand what is going on in my life, where I struggle and what I need to do and how I need to see it as a lesson in… Continue reading Relationship Qualities Listed
Completely F*ckable, but not Lovable or a Keeper. Why?
What’s wrong with me? Is there ever a moment when you sit back and look at your life and realize that every man you’ve been with from the time you’ve started dating at 20 has given you so many life lessons? Maybe that is just me. Grant it I’ve controlled a few of those moments… Continue reading Completely F*ckable, but not Lovable or a Keeper. Why?
My Future Needs, Desires, Wants
Spiritual, Communication, Emotion, and Passion...lots of Passion When you look at your future do you think about? How do you see it? Do you see working in the career you’ve always dreamed of, maybe having the home of your dreams as well? What about your love life? Do you think about that as well? If… Continue reading My Future Needs, Desires, Wants
Being Single, Acceptance, and Distance
I am learning to smile more....gotta work on that Since I’ve not heard from the last guy in about 3 weeks, it falls under the category of “He’s just not that into you...Anymore” kind of mindset. It’s something I’m all to familiar with. Now that I’m feeling and finding myself personally it’s definitely apparent that… Continue reading Being Single, Acceptance, and Distance
Letting Go, No Anger, Pain, but Kindness. Desire for REAL LOVE…
Letting Go....Deserve and Want LOVE Ever think that when something ends you’re supposed to have some pain and heartache, right? Now if you don’t have those feelings it could mean a few things. One you were just not connecting with that individual at all, and two it was one of those relationships that worked itself… Continue reading Letting Go, No Anger, Pain, but Kindness. Desire for REAL LOVE…
The Hardest Goodbye…
How to Finally Let things Go..... When you say goodbye to someone it comes in different forms. It’s the loss of a friend, lover, family member, and even at times yourself. The hardest thing I’ve learned is letting go of the physical and emotional side of all of it. We’ve all overcome heartache in some… Continue reading The Hardest Goodbye…
Blocking my Blessings
How do I break this habit? I had a very deep interesting conversation with my mother yesterday. She reminded me of my faith in God, and that I allow my brain to take over my life and also to block my ability to see and accept God’s blessings, and also block me from hearing from… Continue reading Blocking my Blessings
Thoughts and Views from Kansas 🌻 