Real Life

Why hanging on is comfortable

Found a new therapist. Met with her last night and we talked for an hour and a half. It was wonderful because she didn’t fall asleep, but I can tell she struggles with hearing. It’s okay, she kept up with me. We talked about my family and how beyond dysfunctional they are and the pain… Continue reading Why hanging on is comfortable

Real Life · Relationships

Wanting to feel worthy

When does this feeling change? How does one start to feel worthy? Worthy of their lives, worthy of their family, friends, and worthy of finding love? I’ve seen too many times where I beat myself up in so many ways. The goal has been to stop beating myself up over and over again for things… Continue reading Wanting to feel worthy

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Being Single, Acceptance, and Distance

I am learning to smile more....gotta work on that Since I’ve not heard from the last guy in about 3 weeks, it falls under the category of “He’s just not that into you...Anymore” kind of mindset. It’s something I’m all to familiar with. Now that I’m feeling and finding myself personally it’s definitely apparent that… Continue reading Being Single, Acceptance, and Distance

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Letting Go, No Anger, Pain, but Kindness. Desire for REAL LOVE…

Letting Go....Deserve and Want LOVE Ever think that when something ends you’re supposed to have some pain and heartache, right? Now if you don’t have those feelings it could mean a few things. One you were just not connecting with that individual at all, and two it was one of those relationships that worked itself… Continue reading Letting Go, No Anger, Pain, but Kindness. Desire for REAL LOVE…