Me demanding? Uh…. I had a conversation with my cousin last night and she has informed me that I am too demanding. I expect too much from a guy because deep down inside myself I demand too much from myself as a woman, especially an educated woman. I am wondering why that is? She said… Continue reading Being too Much is Bad
Pick the right person When life becomes a struggle don’t you wish you had someone to share it with? I know I do. When I feel like I can’t write one more paper, take one more test, do one last presentation I need that person to tell me to, “Get up and get it done.… Continue reading Struggling in Love..Share your Pain with Me.
Look my way I often wonder what it is about a woman a man will stop in his tracks to see her, get to know her, and wants to be with her. I know men don’t look my way. If they do I am surprised, and amazed that they know I am alive. When my… Continue reading Wanting to be noticed
It’s supposed to be this natural I’ve been thinking about how evolution of a relationship is supposed to be. I am pretty sure I still have it wrong, but indulge me. Boy and Girl meet, one or both find each other attractive and interesting. They talk, go out, get to know each other. Time moves… Continue reading What it’s All About
We hide what we don’t want seen....even to ourselves. I started to dig deeper and deeper into my emotional trauma from the beginning. It really got me thinking about how my emotional relationships have been going from the start to where they are now. Honestly it showed me the “love” or the idea of what… Continue reading Lifelong issues, damage, and heartbreak
When you look inside Tonight was a deep serious conversation with one of my sisters, my step-sister that I am closer to than the rest. Anyway we had a long talk about emotional trauma and emotional issues that we dealt with as little girls that we didn’t even realize until we reached adulthood. Sad I… Continue reading Real Issues
Do you ever think about your past relationships? Do you sit back and wonder if they were ever judging you based on what you have not done like them? Like if they had lived your life they would have done things differently, why didn't you do it like this or like that? I sometimes think… Continue reading Judgmental Relationships: Them or In our Head?
Have you ever looked at two people and wondered "How are those two together?" I sometimes wonder about that myself. It's like one of them is the "pretty, successful, and far more put together" while the other one is the "hot-mess". I mean we are seeing many of them all through out the world now,… Continue reading Odd Couples
Looking back at things in my life I see where I've made improvements, changes, and being able to let go or realize that you've been given a special gift. Do you ever wonder if a former lover in your past thinks of you? Naturally you hope its that one that was the best one you've… Continue reading Reflections…
So I've recently realized that there are a lot of people who can cause a lot of drama on their own and eventually bring that into a relationship that is between two people. I've never once had that situation before in my life until recently. It is a whole new sensation, and really experience. I… Continue reading Outside Influences