Constantly judged Life has so many ups and downs. It has its moments of happiness, joy, laughter and love. It also comes with pain, anger, frustration, and fear. Basically life is a coin toss. I struggled to get any sleep last night even after working a hard day at my part time job. I think… Continue reading Can’t sleep….I know why
Category: Real Life
Why hanging on is comfortable
Found a new therapist. Met with her last night and we talked for an hour and a half. It was wonderful because she didn’t fall asleep, but I can tell she struggles with hearing. It’s okay, she kept up with me. We talked about my family and how beyond dysfunctional they are and the pain… Continue reading Why hanging on is comfortable
Holding onto what’s comfortable
Thinking of so much. I look at my life so often and reevaluate so much. My accomplishments to my failures. Naturally my failures show more than my actual accomplishments. Human nature, right? I’m once again looking at myself in the mirror and wonder if I’ve held onto someone for far too long because it’s comfortable.… Continue reading Holding onto what’s comfortable
Who are you?
Do you know who you are? I mean truly know who you are. What you stand for? What you will or will not accept in your daily life? I ask these questions because we know and understand them in our daily life, especially in our careers and education, but when it comes to relationships of… Continue reading Who are you?
I don’t ever want to fall in Love
Photo by Ivan Samkov on Pexels.com Sitting in my therapy session on Tuesday night it was evident that I have no desire to ever be in a relationship ever again. I said it because it is how I feel. My life is so crazy that trying to date, or attempt dating in my current situation… Continue reading I don’t ever want to fall in Love
Sadness to Happiness. Is it possible?
How do you know when you've found happiness? When do you realize that this is the life you have been working hard waiting for? Is it possible to find happiness when all you've ever known is pain and heartache? I ask these questions because honestly I am dealing with a lot of heartache while I'm… Continue reading Sadness to Happiness. Is it possible?
Wanting to feel worthy
When does this feeling change? How does one start to feel worthy? Worthy of their lives, worthy of their family, friends, and worthy of finding love? I’ve seen too many times where I beat myself up in so many ways. The goal has been to stop beating myself up over and over again for things… Continue reading Wanting to feel worthy
Understanding how it began This year will be a year of reflection and real heart realizations that must happen. I often wonder where, how, and why my heartbreak began. It took some time, but it truly goes back to my parents. Please understand I am not blaming them for a crappy childhood, but I put… Continue reading Original Heartbreak
2021 Gone…Now 2022
Accepting life’s destiny Now that we have said “Goodbye” to 2021, we now wrap our minds around this New Year of 2022 and all the possibilities that it can bring. Unfortunately, for many of us we have learned these past few years that we need to walk into this year with caution and a sense… Continue reading 2021 Gone…Now 2022
Pro Single Affirmations
Do you ever go on other sites and check out their positive boards and postings to make yourself feel better about your life? Yes, I am referring to Pinterest. They have the most amazing things on their site. Trust me I’ve planned my dream life from that site. Anyway as I navigate my daily life… Continue reading Pro Single Affirmations