I’ve taken steps in my life to be better, to be kinder, to be a little bit more compassionate to others because honestly we are all struggling to see any light at the end of a really long messed up road. Every time I think I’ve gotten myself in a good spot, not really putting my guard down, but being nice to everyone no matter what, there is ALWAYS someone who steps in and makes things complicated for me. Why is that? Why do women do that to others?
I work at a School, all these ladies are seasoned educators and I give them so much respect. I do get irritated when my students that I supervise do not turn in their work AFTER I’ve told the teacher we were just working on it. We are all online, fully remote, so naturally I can’t go to my kids’ homes and demand that they turn in their work, it’s their responsibility, unfortunately for some reason a few of my teachers think I can wave some magical wand to get them to do it. I do the best I can.
I am finally figuring out my life, finally understanding what I need to be, but why do I ALWAYS HAVE TO DEAL WITH PEOPLE WHO WANT TO RUIN ME!!!!!! I don’t want to step on anyone’s toes, mess anything up, I mean I’m learning too just like the kids are. I can’t let their petty behavior towards me mess my life up, mess up my opportunity to have a better life. I just don’t know what to do about them.
If anyone has advice please let me know. I’m open to ideas and suggestions because I don’t need these teachers running to the principal because I rolled my eyes about a situation with regards to one of my kids. I’ve gotten to the point now that I’ll just come into work, not say anything to anyone and just keep to myself. How horrible is that?