Do you think that it’s far too late in life to figure that you’re meant for more? I sometimes think that people who have things figured out early in life is ahead of the game, but for those of us who are hardheaded tend to take longer to figure out certain areas of life are looked down on. Why is that? We are no different, but complicated.
Now that I am in school I can see myself graduating, finding a good teaching job, and making sure I’m finally “on track” according to society. Then again I hope to find love during this time, but it’s obvious I keep messing up on that area.
Maybe my goals for graduating, finding the job, making a home for myself will get me where I need to be so I can one day find love…again. I just don’t want to be in my 50’s looking at my life alone hoping to find someone who’s around my age or a little older finally getting the love I deserve. I mean that’s 11 years away!! Just the thought of that makes me want to cry.
I think having that loving support system needs to be there through it all, right? At least someone should be. I often wonder why people disappear when things change. Does it make your life easier?
I know it’s complicated, and everyone is on so many different journeys in life, but these are things I hope & pray for. Graduating, finding a job, and my own place. Just hoped that love would have already been there.
Let me know what you guys think.