Funny thoughts


So I have this horrible feeling in the pit of my stomach right now that something is going to happen. I don’t believe it will happen to me in a professional way, but in a personal way.

When something bad happens to a person you love or is friends with, you will stick by them and try to understand what happened, right? If you just want to be a supportive person just be that for them, especially if you don’t want to be in the drama.

I am dealing with something that has effected my professional life, but I am scared that it will affect my little private world that I don’t share with everyone. I fear that it’s going to cause a problem when in reality it shouldn’t.

I have been dealing with this level of uncertainty for a few days, and I don’t have any idea of how to handle it, or how to even manage. I’ve kind of wrapped myself up in a protective bubble hoping and praying that it’s just a storm that can be weathered through individually and maybe together.

How do you deal with uncertainty? Is it something that you pick apart like a scab until it bleeds out and your left with nothing?

This is where my trust issues come from. Can two people be stronger together than lies and manipulation of outsiders, and still be okay? Does the outside world find its way into it and breaks things up?

Let me know.