Funny thoughts

Needing, wanting, expectations and reality

If you ever want to know someone who is so unlucky with the idea of love, sometimes you have to look in the mirror.

That is my life, it’s all I experience. Do you think you can give it another try, and another try, and another, and another? Is it possible to even care anymore as to how often someone can hurt you without even trying?

When you’re not looking for it, and it’s not on your radar someone comes along completely unexpectedly and cracks you open when you thought you were gonna stay closed off from another human being.

How do you recover? You go to bed, close your eyes, cry a bit and feel your heart break into a million tiny pieces that you forgot about because you swore you would never let anyone else back in. The outcome is always the same….you’re good enough at the start, but to keep going it’s not worth it.

As Scarlet O’Hara used to say, “I can’t think about it right now.” and “After all tomorrow is another day.”

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