Differences

I’ve always wanted to know what makes your views of a specific type of relationship wrong in your eyes? Does the person have to be 100% attentive, an asshole, selfish, stressful or more?

Isn’t every relationship a unique kind of relationship between two people? I mean if you have someone who loves you unconditionally, gives you mad props in public and quietly, and showers you with a million different ways of affection, that works for you, now if someone who just wants someone in their life, good days and bad days, but it works for them, should it just be what it is?

I love affection, please do not get me wrong, but not where it feels like it’s choking me either. I’m all about a respectable amount of PDA, but doing more for my guy behind closed doors. It’s just me.

I’m still trying to figure things out. I mean I can deal with a man who is an asshole, only because it’s what I expect anymore from men in my life.

I do often wonder what it’s like to be with a man who gave me any kind of major attention, along with his time. I mean I wouldn’t take any second of it for granted, but I often wonder if he would feel the same for me, or would feel like I’m an “obligation” for some reason. I hope I never give that feeling to a guy. I just want to be with him, keep things simple.

What about you? Do you know the difference when it comes to men or women? I mean really know the difference, do you try to always read between the lines of their words, expression, motives or something? I know too many differences can complicate things, but why do that? Why do we make an easy relationship so damn difficult or hard, when there is no need?

If someone can answer that, please let me know. For now, I’m not reading in between any lines. You either want me or you don’t! Trust me when I play that Beyoncé song, “Irreplaceable” I know someone wants more from me, but because I can’t force myself to have feelings of any kind towards him, it’s like a low buzzing sound I hear when I’m around him, quiet yet irritating. When I’m with you, I still get butterflies, I smile more, I’m happier than I am without you. It’s something to think about.

Think about your relationship and what you want out of it, then make decisions from there.