Since I’ve started this book, “What’s My Type” I’ve come to terms with so much of who I am, and also things I’ve completely avoided, or never knew about myself. It has been a major eye opener, and a true come to Jesus moment for my heart and mind. Currently in the Present Section, is… Continue reading Being Single

Does anyone watch a television show called, “Yellowstone”? A few friends recommended that show to me and now I’m completely hooked and obsessed. I mean really because Kevin Costner is in it, and Cole Hauser as well. The show is about a Ranch owner, his business, and his family. The family is what gets me.… Continue reading Trauma, Pain & Love

I’m sitting here at a friends house, currently house sitting because they are out of town. Their dog Cherry is the sweetest dog I’ve known, but super needy. It’s okay. Plus it helps that it is totally snowing at the moment and I do not want to get out. Even though I need to go… Continue reading Relationship, Life Reflections

When do you have that “Ah-ha” moment in your life when you realize that you are totally misunderstood by people? Is it something you’ve recognized early or is it something someone has to point out to you? I know I’m often misunderstood because it’s obvious no one truly knows how to deal with me, put… Continue reading Misunderstood

When I am going through life’s never ending difficulties why is it when I am in need I am unable to lean on anyone to help me? I always do my best to help others in ways that is within my own capabilities, but when I am struggling I get hit with dead ends and… Continue reading Hero’s

The word alone used to mean such horrible things for me. When you think of the word alone it means many different things for people. When you look up the word it’s either an adjective or an adverb. It can be used to express emotions, or to take something as a form of ownership. I… Continue reading Happiness of being Alone

Have you ever had dreams that felt so real that when you woke up you either wanted to cry or punch someone in the face? Okay maybe that last part is just me, but I swear when I Dream it’s like I’m right there, feeling everything. It’s strange. I often never know what to make… Continue reading Dreaming

Why do men get to act like the a*shole and it is totally okay? Why is is socially acceptable for that to happen, yet if a woman acts like a B*tch to someone all kinds of names come out? Where were those battle lines drawn? I often think that men who act out like that… Continue reading Acting Like the A*shole

I sometimes think that men and women allow their brains to get confused after they have had sex with someone. Sometimes some get clingy. Some will show up to your front door at strange times of the day. Some will just know how to keep things funny, light and casual, but also know that it's… Continue reading Don’t get it Confused

Picture this, two consenting adults who aren't sure what they want from each other decide to just jump through the mess of getting to know someone, likes, dislikes, and all that emotional crap to get right down to the good stuff. The sex, well you hope the sex is great because nothing like all of… Continue reading Casual