How do you deal? I found my old list. My list of qualities that I am looking for in a man. As I went through my list it never said anything about where I’d be the one placed on the back burner, but I’d definitely never let him feel as if he’s not valued or… Continue reading List and Back burner
Good Times It seems like I hit some memories that make sense in my world. Some that remind me of good times, and many that remind me of bad times. All memories in between are those of ups and downs, never ending questions to myself and the Universe to help me. To guide me. To… Continue reading Four Years…
When your past owns or stops you Do you look at your life and wonder if you’ve allowed your past heartbreak and fears that can stop you from moving forward with your life. Do you know how to let it go? Have you even tried? When we think about our past and how it’s effected… Continue reading Fears running your life
What’s wrong with me? Is there ever a moment when you sit back and look at your life and realize that every man you’ve been with from the time you’ve started dating at 20 has given you so many life lessons? Maybe that is just me. Grant it I’ve controlled a few of those moments… Continue reading Completely F*ckable, but not Lovable or a Keeper. Why?
Bad timing..story of my life Do you ever wonder why love or the idea of love always seems to come in at the wrong time? I mean your so focused on your life, and making sure that it keeps moving that when you meet someone the moment you least expect it, the timing in it… Continue reading Love and Timing, pain in my…
Not used to this... I sit and think I sometimes have experienced new feelings that I never thought I could ever experience in my life. Jealousy, the idea of that feeling is completely new to me. I mean the idea of seeing that I look at others who have the careers, home life, and love… Continue reading Jealousy, Loneliness, Unsure
I left...I didn’t want to Do you feel pain in your heart when you walk away from someone? You knew that once you finally got the guts to do so, the pain you were anticipating was going to come, but it comes in waves, but not all the time. Is that just me? I can… Continue reading Just because I’m gone, doesn’t mean I wanted to.
When Sorry really is the Hardest Word. Have you ever heard that Elton John song, “When Sorry is the hardest word”? I’m sure it was sung by someone else, but his version is the one I remember most because it was in the Bridget Jones movie. If you’ve not seen it, please watch one and… Continue reading When Apologizing is sooooo difficult
Spiritual, Communication, Emotion, and Passion...lots of Passion When you look at your future do you think about? How do you see it? Do you see working in the career you’ve always dreamed of, maybe having the home of your dreams as well? What about your love life? Do you think about that as well? If… Continue reading My Future Needs, Desires, Wants
I am learning to smile more....gotta work on that Since I’ve not heard from the last guy in about 3 weeks, it falls under the category of “He’s just not that into you...Anymore” kind of mindset. It’s something I’m all to familiar with. Now that I’m feeling and finding myself personally it’s definitely apparent that… Continue reading Being Single, Acceptance, and Distance